She Loves Control by Cecilia Bell is a collection of poems originating from this site.
Parts Include:
- I Relation to Art
- II Relation to One's Self
- III Relation to Body IV Relation to Him
- V Relation to Others
The book consists of several different topics, but all encompass Cecilia's urge to share authentic experiences and feelings.
The Back Cover Summary includes this description: "Picture this Book like this: The doodle on the edge of the paper. The meaningless times that you can't stop yourself from drawing. You start begging the page, and you can't stop. Maybe you are like me and write: "Stop brain, save me, pain" or "relieve me brain" And then you judge yourself because everyone else's paper is still clean and perfect, but yours has skulls aliens. Black Corners and smears. Your paper, was authentic to the thoughts in your head, just wanting to be heard. This is that for me. It's beautiful. It's not cute or pretty. It's authentic. It's dark. It's real. It's... Cecilia's. "